to you, my lover,
you made me feel so much in such a short span of time, i don’t think i will ever get over your love. you filled those little empty spaces with care and being, and i don’t even know if i will ever be to return anything to you. you gave me everything. and i just let myself be yours, revelling every moment with you. if i could i would relive all these moments with you again, but i can’t. you gave me everything at once and i didn’t know where to store your love, it just hollowed me from within. i don’t think i am capable of being loved ever. because i don’t trust anyone enough to believe they could love me selflessly. i know, you love me beyond anything words could explain. but i am empty. like a disappearing vessel that has all its love spiralling into a shadow. and i can’t feel. i can’t feel anything now. and it’s not your fault. it’s the monster i am.
to you, my lover
31 Thursday Aug 2017
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